DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!

He hasn't called me in 5 days. When I call he doesn't answer but I know he seen me call and read my message. I should pull up. Let me sit down it's not that serious. I wonder who took that picture he just posted. Is he talking to someone else? Damn why he ghost me? Hold up girl this him calling right now. Where you been, I been busy trying to get myself together. My inner thoughts telling me yeah busy with another bit.... never mind. Hangs up. Don't talk again for weeks, he comes back into the picture to make sure you're still single only to tell you he's not ready for a relationship but pops up randomly on social media in a relationship. DAMN! DAMN! DAMN! OH AND BY THE WAY NOW SHE'S PREGNANT.

The more you read this, it sounds crazy right? What happened to wanting to get to know people, going on dates, having picnics, catching a movie,and BEING CONSISTENT. Why don't we talk on the phone anymore? I mean how can you get to know somebody through texting. Why are we more obsessed with the external looks of someone rather than getting to know their true inner beauty. Building together? Are we even thinking like that anymore. Me personally I have had some bottom of the barrel encounters and it has legit frightened me. Now I am ready to throw that away and experience real life dating. The beginning of this blog are real life things I encountered that explains why I am the way I am now. Its a lot of games being played in today's world which makes it that much harder to get out there and don't get me wrong some of the fellas got it hard too with the caliber of women they have to choose from but the moral of the story is lets get back to that traditional love. CONSISTENCY, DATING WITH A PURPOSE, GENUINE, COMPASSIONATE, HONEST, AND LOVING............That will eliminate our DAMN! DAMN! DAMN! moments